One night during worship here in swazi I felt as through I should just sit and journal. As I sat there I just started writing what I felt like God was telling me. This is the letter I had by the end of the time of worship. I believe this letter is from God and not just for me but for all of God’s children.
Dear _____,
My heart burns for you. I came and died because my heart burns for you. I would die a thousand times over for you. You are so beyond worth it. I love you beyond understanding. You are beloved. You are my daughter. You are mine. I am jealous for you. I want you fully for myself. You are so beautiful. You are more precious than rubies. I love you. You are enough. You are perfect. You were not created to fit into the world, you were made to fit into me. Come to me my daughter. I am here, I am waiting for you. I want to hold you. I want to hear your every thought. I want to spend every moment with you. I want to spend eternity with you. You are exactly where you are supposed to be. I want you to see the now, see where I have placed you. I am with you even when you don’t see me, I am with you even when you don’t feel me, I am with you even when you don’t hear me. I will never leave you my beloved. Come to me. Come when you are tired, come when you are jumping for joy, come when you are stressed, come even as tears are streaming down your face, come even when you have a smile. Spill out your heart to me. You don’t have to pretend with me. I love you for all that you are, I love you in every emotion, I love you in every joy and every hurt. You are never too much or not enough. You are exactly who I created you to be right now. But I also have so much more for you, things you can’t even imagine. I have so much in store for you. don’t settle for less than I have already promised you. I can’t wait to walk every step with you. Through the storms and the shining sun I will be with you. There has never been and will never be a moment of your life where I am not with you. My daughter. Oh my beloved daughter. I see your pain. I hurt for you, I hurt with you. It was never my design for you to feel and see so much pain but now I get to know you even deeper, I get to love you even deeper. I get to love you through the pain and the hurt. Every hurt you feel, every tear you cry breaks my heart. One day daughter you will have no more pain, I cannot wait for that day to come. I cannot wait for the day I get to bring you home to me. My beloved, my bride. Seek me and you will find me. I am not hiding from you, I want you. I want you more than you could ever want me. I love you more than you could ever love me. I would die on that cross for you alone. You are more loved than you could ever know. My daughter you are enough. I am so sorry that anyone has ever otherwise. My daughter. I love you. You do not have to prove yourself to me. You have always been enough. You were enough from the moment you were born. There has never been a moment when you were not enough. My daughter, I love you. I love you every second of every day.
– love your Father
Oh my Gabrey♥️. This is so wonderful. You are beginning to understand His perfect love. I read this with my name, also. Thank you. Even now I still need to embrace all the words. What a gift your writing has become for yourself and for others‼️ Be blessed today as you continue to seek Him. ✡️✝️💟. Forever and always. I love you ❌⭕️ Celebrating with you, knowing you are exactly where Jesus wants you!!